Dear Diane,
This is my R.A experience over the last 15 years:
I began having R.A symptoms under my left foot as I
dismounted my boyfriends motor bike on Dartmoor.
This was the begnning. I was 37 or 38 at the time.
I thought I might have broken a toe and within a couple of days
had an x ray at the Hospital which showed no damage.
The Doctor at the Hospital stated that I might have an auto immune disease.
He said this was because the base of the big toe corresponds to the base of the
thumb on your hands and is often a site of pain in Auto immune disease.
I though "No way mate!" and got back on the motor bike and rode away again.
Over the next few months things began to hurt - like my knees for instance.
My Doctor called me a Hypercondriac - until one day I went to the surgery with
two knees that were radiating so much heat she could feel it through my jeans!
Then she ordered blood tests to check "for everything in the book" as she said.
All came back normal except the last one to come back - which showed
Rheumatoid Factor. At this point she told me how sorry she was.
A referral was made to the Rheumatologist.
It took quite a while for the appointment and I asked for the oldest and most tried by
other people drug which turned out to be Hydroxychloriquine.
However upon reflection I was too scared to take even that.
So more months went by with me only taking Paracetomol.
Then one day I woke up and could hardly move. The R.A had flared and seemed
to be everywhere!
I went to the surgery (very slowly), and was given a drug to take once a day (I can't
remember it's name, sorry), to calm things down, which it did immediately.
But it was not a long term drug and slowly I got side effects and had to stop it.
Things gradually started hurting again until I felt that I must start the Hydroxychloriquine.
I have now been on it for the best part of 15 years.
However, I do get flare-ups that can last for months.
Currently, I have been flaring since November, it's not unbearable but it's there and I know it.
However last year I had a 7 month remission. First ever!
Weird disease!
I have some Rheumatoid nodules and have read that MTX makes these worse, so I don't think
I could be offered it anyway.
My Rheumatologist suggested thinking about throwing in Sulsuphazine into the mix next visit and
T.N.F's after that if necessary.
I was a Tea totaller prior to all this and now by the evenings I drink red wine as it takes away the pains
and relaxes my mind.
Boyfriend is still mine, so I've been blessed with his help through this horror.
What I want to say is that some people get lucky regarding no joint damage, I have been up to now.
It's really a question of how much pain you can take during a flare.
I have not worked since the R.A and my 3 kids are grown up and left home as I had them when I was
very young.
Everyone will vary in what this disease will do to them and when and if it will do it.
I wish you all the luck in the world in making the right decision for you.
Best wishes,
Fiona